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August 30, 2010

Earning Pleasurable Music Listening Sessions

Filed under: Tyler's Mind — Tyler @ 11:57 pm
rainforest

The Rainforest reminds me of music

I have this strange habit of needing to “earn” my most pleasurable music listening sessions. One would think that listening to the best and most enjoyable music would be second nature. But in fact, my most treasured albums like The Future Sound of London’s “A Gigantic Burst of Antistatic” are only listened to every few weeks or so. This is strange because I literally love that album. I realized something was odd when I turned the album on a few minutes ago and thought to myself, “Why don’t I listen to this everyday?” The answer is: Because deep down I feel like I need to earn the enjoyment I get from this music. And the main way that I “earn” such experiences is through experiencing unpleasantness or hard work. I guess there is some sort of equilibrium that is reached when listening to music. When I feel really drained I like to listen to The Future Sound of London because it regenerates me. But what’s up with the need to earn good listening sessions?

The answer to the question probably reveals more about self-worth than I’d like to admit. But I question it all the same. It almost boils down to a more simple question, “Am I worthy of feeling the way that I truly want to feel?” And what are those feelings anyway? The first things that come to mind are feeling at least somewhat in control, tranquility, focus, relation, accuracy and competence. It is so easy to be distracted, so easy to backslide. Frustration and the desire to force things are energy levels that I fall into when I am not mindful of my emotions. But the idea that emotions and worthiness are somehow linked intrigues me. Maybe the trick isn’t necessarily knowing that I’m worthy of feeling the emotions that I want to feel. But instead, I must simply accept the emotions as one would accept a gift from an old friend. There is no reason to judge or reciprocate. The simple acceptance of the gift is thanks enough.

So if the music listening sessions are pleasurable and I don’t know if I truly earned them or not, then that means I should make a point to have the sessions. Because the end result of the music feeds the behavior and mindset and emotions that are needed and required to experience the self worth. And that in of itself propagates a positive demeanor. It is kind of like the journey of enlightenment and freedom from desire. Isn’t the goal of enlightenment a desire in itself? The more I think about it the less I believe so.

Enlightenment is a natural state.

-Tyler

August 24, 2010

Are there really 300 million people in the USA

Filed under: Tyler's Mind — Tyler @ 11:46 pm
300 million people...really?

Are there really 300 million people in the USA?

Are there really 300 million people in the USA? I’m not convinced. Have you ever been on a camping trip before? There is usually a couple people who are in charge of bringing food and firewood. Someone else brings and sets up the big tents. Everyone is in charge of their own sleeping bags. The whole process is usually a good time and I remember doing it as a teenager without adult supervision. So, 6 to 10 people can gave a great time on a camping trip and cover the necessities. But the USA is supposed to have 300 million people that live here. And I guess more than half of these people are adults of working age. So what’s going on? It doesn’t take more than a few hundred people to have a fully functioning village. Some people farm, somebody is the blacksmith, someone else is the sheriff. But in the USA we have 300 million people? And we produce enough food to feed our entire population many times over. So that means that the distribution of labor doesn’t have to be farming intensive like in a community from the turn of the century. It is almost boggling how 300 million people could be having a decade long recession and constantly be worried about finances. This is especially odd, when we figure that the USA has enough technology and functioning roads to basically make anything if we really put our minds and energy into it.

Yes, I know that the housing market burst and the stock market dropped and all that. But those issues were rooted in one thing: The reliance on the perception of market and economic growth. Why are we basing our economy on growth? We don’t need to grow population-wise anymore. I often ask myself, “What’s the plan with our country?” Simply surviving isn’t good enough for me. I want to feel like our country has a strong sense of purpose and clear, challenging yet achievable goals.

No offense to all the lawyers out there, but isn’t kind of strange how a huge chunk of all the smart people want to become lawyers? And the rest are either accountants or bankers. These jobs are parasitic.

What if half the United States workforce researched and developed new technology and/or manufactured things? Can you imagine the raw power that our country would wield? And the interesting thing is that our country needs new technology more than ever. We are facing new challenges with our way of life. In order to cope with our rate of consumption, new technologies are required to keep our economy sustainable. At the rate Americans consume and discard products, we will need new, more efficient ways of recycling and waste disposal. Don’t forget water. There is no guarantee water will always be as abundant and cheap as it is now. Desalination plants and research into water purification are way behind in order to keep our country secure. Remember, all these economy woes will not matter if we don’t have fresh water. Without water, entire cities will enter into chaos and perish.

Those concerns may seem important right now for Americans. But we won’t need to read speculative blogs for a glimpse into our not-so-secure future. All we need to do is watch how China and India deal with their population expansion, economic development, and environmental consumption/pollution. The issue that I think will shock India and China to the core in the upcoming years is…nitrogen. China and India are produce extreme amounts of nitrogen pollution. So much so that it entering on critical levels. If there is too much nitrogen in an ecosystem then there can be massive issues with plant life as well as oxygen problems. Also, where there is Nitrogen pollution, there is often other major environments issues. Now compound Nitrogen Pollution with water shortages in China and India.

Those issues may seem gloomy, but remember, we are supposed to have 300 million people in the USA that despite what most people think, we are very smart. And if we put our minds to it, the USA could posture itself as the “Solution” country. We could research advanced sustainability and efficiency technologies to help China and India cope with their economic development. There could be literally trillions of dollars that could be made if we are able to help these countries cope with their economic expansion. And at the same time we would be securing our own future by creating technology that will make us more efficient.

The fact is, most other countries want at least part of the life-style that Americans have. They want the iPhones, the unhealthy snacks, the Blue-Ray Discs, the video games, the cars…they want it all. So let’s capitalize on this by helping to make the environments of developing countries more livable. Unfortunately these technologies and the jobs that create them aren’t as glamorous as being the leader of a hedge-fund or a high-powered lawyer. But times can change.

Maybe the threats aren’t clear enough to encourage large amounts of mobilization of our scientific community and technical population. I just hate how we always need a threat in order to do important things on a collective scale. The betterment of our civilization should be reason enough to prepare for the future. No matter how unglamorous it may be.

-Tyler

Things that I say

Filed under: Tyler's Mind — Tyler @ 12:17 am
Tyler

Things that I say

[I made all of these up.]

Intention is the thought that puts reality into motion.

The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself and then remember where you last put yourself.

A wise man once said, “Family is the most important thing in life.” Then a wiser man said, “It’s all relative.”

ninjas on the mind kill brain cellsĀ  (11/26/2010)

You make about as much sense as an ATM. (12/20/2010)

We all play our part, but not all of us are playing. (02/15/2011)

Workaholics procrastinate by spending time on side projects. (02/18/2011)

it takes blood to get pumped (o2/26/2011)

It may take one to know one…but it usually takes more than one to grow one…unless you’re a sponge. (03/03/11)

This may be a uncertain time, and it could be a dangerous time…but this is definitely our time.
(03/29/11)

Everyone has a plan. Everybody has an agenda.
And those who don’t…are part of somebody else’s. (04/02/11)

[I WILL UPDATE THIS]

August 3, 2010

Wonderful Critter Day

Filed under: Tyler's Mind — Tyler @ 3:51 pm
Golden Ladybug

Golden Ladybug landed on me today

I had a wonderful critter day. It all started when I had to brush my dog’s teeth. Even though her teeth are slimy and she kept licking the poultry flavored toothpaste…it was fun. Dogs are so cute normally. But when you pull their lips up and they show their fangs, they look kind of like monsters. I think a dog’s fur is what makes it look friendly. If dogs didn’t have fur they’d look more like HELL HOUNDS! So I cleaned her teeth as well as I could, then I applied the anti-plaque material on her teeth. Then I remembered that I needed to go to the dentist myself. So I had a pretty good visit. I noticed that one of my upper teeth was showing some wear and I was concerned but the dentist said that it wasn’t anything to worry about so he told me to come back in May of next year. Then on the drive home something AMAZING happened! A golden ladybug flew into my window and landed on my right arm! At first I thought it was a bee and I shook my arm to get it off me. But the ladybug hung on my arm and then I got a good look at it. It was beautiful and golden. And I felt very special and lucky. The golden ladybug crawled around my arm for the entire ride home.

There is something special and great about critters like ladybugs. They seem to be very curious and they don’t bite which is nice. I wonder what they eat…I just read that they eat aphids among other things. So it looks like they are good to have around, especially in the garden. Some people even think that if a lady bug lands on you, you may get money. That’s a bonus.

And if you think that the ladybug was the end of my critter day, there’s more! I was walking to Starbucks, because I wanted a latte and I wanted to tell the baristas about the golden ladybug…and I saw a GREEN BEETLE! Whoa! Talk about a lot of critters in one day. The beetle was hanging out on the side of the road. And it seemed like one of its legs was broken, or stiff. I checked to see if the beetle wanted to be moved out of the street and onto the grass but it got annoyed when I touched it. So I decided to leave it alone. I hope it doesn’t get run over by a car.

In Santa Ana I’ve seen metallic green beetles, but this one in Corona del Mar was just solid green.

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